Sher.

BOREDOM....
HAI... i'm so horribly, terribly, ultremely bored. haven't done anything exciting the whole day at all.. except sew up my coat (that's right, i have talents.. harhar.. domesticated sher =P) and re-watch lotsa slamdunk episodes with shermaine. this feeling of purposelessness is tormenting me and evn worse, is infiltrating every cell in my skinny (*grin* heh..=P) body. making me sick to my stomach and clouding my perception. walking around the house with no sense of direction.. i almost feel like i'd rather be studying (*GASP*). haha.. *sigh* see what i mean. so sian so sian so sian.. ARRGH!! =((( can't wait for my sister and lionel to get here... and for sure i won't have time to breathe. heheh..=P we'll be doing purposeful activities that would promote our sense of well-being through doing! hahah.. occupational therapy basic concept.. maybe i should go to the library to get some books! oh yeah! i want to read the life of pi!! and maybe memoirs of a geisha! haha! good idea! i love books. transports you to another realm altogether. enlivens your imagination.. provokes thoughts.. (which i desperately need right now..) maybe even a place of solace and solitude sometimes. feel that my brain has trouble putting my thoughts into the right words nowadays.. it's not agile anymore! keep forgetting the words that i want to use.. which i hate! a firm grasp of language and its eloquence is such a beautiful thing. it's a route to and from your soul. the expressive potential of it transcends boundaries... and gives meaning and depth to a person. which i love. so there you go. i'm getting out of here to the library! be back soon. laterz!

posted by sheralyn @ 8:48 PM