Sher.

LATE NIGHT UP AGAIN. =P
hmm.. it's past 6am now.. man.. another late night up.. but guess it was worth it. good talk good talk =) anyway.. i was just reflecting on stuff, especially from watching the movie phonebooth on dvd, and was thinking about how a lot of people are actually just living under superficial layers to cover up their true selves; their true insecurities, and the essence of themselves. Also thought of how a surprising number of people ( i guess including myself) don't really fully understand themselves much less other people.
This was when i recalled this little story or anecdote of how the creation or person usually don't understand themselves because he doesn't have the 'manual' to himself. But God, who so lovingly created us, knows our innermost being, our every thought and person, because He was the one who made us! and things kinda fell into place for me. Like how I feel relieved and more in touch with myself and my direction whenever my walk is in line with God's walk and purpose.

I know a lot of people are skeptical about God and jump at a lot of things to refute stuff about God. but i don't really wish to pick a fight, or argue my point, but i guess to kinda write what has touched me all of a sudden. I myself have been experiencing quite a bit of cynicism toward God and stuff.. although i grew up knowing God. but i guess a lot of things are a process of helping us mature as people. Life is all about ups and downs and about growing and seeing things. Faith is a hard thing.. to maintain, and something to prove to cynics. but sometimes i think it's this inner peace and assurance that people who really experience Him for themselves want to share with other people.

Anyhows.. hehe...random thought!! Vinny is FINALLY coming back tomorrow man!*bash his head in 1st things 1st* haha.. mike said that he bought not ONE but TWO things for me. heeeeheheee.. let's see let's see.. at least someone finally has a liang xin. hmmf. =P
and yea.. had a cool time today in class.. learnt about projective assessments/techniques. i.e. people usually project themselves ( and thus subconscious things) into almost all things in their environment. and so us OTs use things like drawing and clay moulding and finger painting to assess the unspoken. cool huh? so we were playing around with clay and paint and stuff today.

hmm.. wrote a whole lot today. people always say i write too much to read. hai.. oh well. this is for me! =P
maybe i should go sleep soon.. it's 6:40am now.
oh yah! 1 other cool thing we did was to go out to chinatown to have bubbletea at L2! yea.. was playing spot the difference on the computer with andrea and yumeng. heh.. eyes hurt. should go sleep soon man.
k...... dont think anyone really actually reads me much.. but.. good night. =) see ya lata alligata! *grin*

posted by sheralyn @ 6:18 AM